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life keeps pushing and pulling me in all directions, yet im unclear of the path i should choose. im not happy nor proudof the one i choosed but neverthless its the path that i should walk now. maybe i might regret choosing this particular path for the rest of my life. Although right now i feel like that this is what i want. but my instincts, which so far has always proven right is screaming at me for being such a dumb dumb to have choosen this path. oh well no need to whine about it now. xx